"Not being able to govern events, I govern myself"
Michel Montaigne
So, that's just that old thing about sorting yourself out and keeping things in perspective. Well, I did have an exceptionally busy day of having to think, on top of another sleep-deprived night - as Spook still couldn't get my meditation stuff onto the mp3 player - and I managed to keep from panicking about all the things I still need to do. Because if I just take things a step at a time, I will manage. I will be in control of myself, if not of events. Hopefully.
However, he has managed to get it on to the player tonight, so I have to try listening to it, instead of the incessant rantings of my 3am brain.
As my training is not going very well, I need him to find another mp3 player and put some upbeat stuff onto it, so that it will keep me running. Spooks life is not easy.
It is dark and rainy just now, but not cold, so we are already sweating upstairs in a well insulated house. How on earth do we manage in summer? Maybe the temperatures are not that different!
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